everyone derserves a break sometime
Reblogged from thethinggsiveneversaid
Okay, so here we have a picture of me from my most recent stay in hospital. See the bags under my eyes? They’re there all of the time. I’m constantly exhausted. I lay awake all night thinking the exact same thoughts - I’m too fat, why did I eat? when was the last time I ate? what shall I eat tomorrow? should I eat tomorrow? I hate myself, I want to end it, if only I didn’t exist, what is happiness?
This tube was too big, and after a few hours of it being placed I attempted to pull it out and got sectioned. It was excruciatingly painful. It tore my throat, which means I now frequently cough up and vomit blood. Glamorous, huh?